Je vous envie

I'm home an hour from my aunty's birthday. We were at a buffet in a chinese resteraunt-STUFFED! And not in a good way, my stomach's actually in bits...and this lemon tea isnt helping matters. So I went to the doctor yesterday to see what's wrong with me, because i've been feeling a bit iffy the past few days. Basically i'm just lazy or stressed, but he did say if my symptoms persist in the next 3 months i should go back to him. On that note, my current weight is 9.5 stone, or just under 60kilos. Why does this matter? well just under 4 months ago i was nearly 11stone, if not 11 and a half. I've a strong feeling i'm just stressed, because i've had some pretty close calls with college over the past 12 weeks and i've another 12 weeks to look forward to after my exams and then a lovely 10,000 word business plan to have prepared by May. On the plus side i'm going to see Avatar tomorrow with Scott tomorrow, in 3-D! Lets hope this its good.

But on a completely different note, i went to give my friend a christmas card from my family to his, only to be told that this guy that we both know died over the past few days. I dont know how to take such news so i was just standing at the door staring at his mother when she told me. Now my friend was better friends with him, i only ever saw him the odd time and when we were younger I wasnt so keen on him. As time went on I realised he wasnt so bad. I just really hope he didnt suffer when he left this life. I'm going to buy my friend a card tomorrow and have a big long catch up with him just like we used to.


ps, if that seemed like a sporadic post i apologise i didnt sleep last night and i've been up all day and it looks like i'll be up all night becase The End of The Affair is on at like 3am :S