I remember when

I used to look forward to certain things.

Summer.
Halloween.
My Birthday.
Christmas.
New Years.

Now they're just days like any other and passed by me this year with no incident or even anything that I can fondly look back on. Well that's a lie, New York was good this year and hopefully tonight will be too.

Anyway back what I was saying.

They used to be the days I'd look forward to all year but somehow this year my traditions were deemed irrelevant to the powers that be and that kind of made me lose interest in things. Which in turn made me lose focus and not actually care about my life.

Now as trivial as that sounds it had a knock on effect because the crux of that problem is that my own choices, and decisions made independent of what other people want or think is right, are STILL not respected and I'm told what to do.

So seeing as we're about to enter a new year I'm going to leave all the bullshit of 2010 behind (October to December really, the other 9 months weren't all that bad) and dive head first into 2011.

Obligatory Resolutions/Goals post to follow

HAPPY NEW YEAR!