And there goes 3 hours of sleep...

As i sit here typing this its 02:40am 15-03-2010. The French Lieutenants Woman is on tv, but its on for background noise(you know the one i'm talking about, that sound that lets you know its on even when you're not paying attention). Anyway, the tv is on but i'm not watching it. My laptop's on and i'm trying to convince myself that watching Sade videos, looking at digital issues of V and VMAN, and looking at how much flights to New York are will some how inspire me to finish my Business Plan!

I've said it before so I wont bother saying it again but i'm actually fed up at this stage. Every single time I switch this laptop on to do it i end up doing something COMPLETELY unrelated and that pisses me off. I told myself I wouldn't let this be one of those last minute assignments because its the most important this year but alas it looks like it is. I still have about a month to really get my finger out and knock this out of the ball park, but then there's another 3 assignments to do with a combined word count of like 10,000 words yet all i can think about is what i'm doing for Paddy's Day.

Or whether i'll be going to WAR on friday.

Or what theme the next Partie Monster will be.

Or whether i'll get my business plan developed in time for the presentation.

Or if anyone will actually help me with developing the fecking thing.

Or if i'm doing a masters come October, or if i'll have to do some shitty little course so i get a stamp to say I can stay somewhere I practically grew up in,

Or some other random thought like that.

You see every single time i see that white light with the blue one beside it telling me i'm connected to the internet i'm a million miles away from what i'm supposed to be doing, a million miles away from what lies ahead of me. A million miles away from the €17,000 that has been spent on college so far. A million miles away of what i'll do once i have that silly little piece of paper that says i'm Bachelor of the Arts. And to be honest I like going on those little adventures. I think we all need those moments during the day to clear our heads or at least get the fuck away from the shit we know we have to do but really couldnt be arsed doing

I think i'll go to bed now...i've to be up for like 7am or some ungodly hour like that

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